Long Lost Memory

Sometimes I sit and wonder
About how you are
Then I remember I'm a long lost memory
Hidden deep within your mind

One that you have blocked out
One you wish you could forget
But I'm over here thinking of you
No alcohol can get rid of the thoughts

I know that I'm over you
I have been for a while
But I'll always have a spot for you
Right inside my heart

You were my first love
You were the one I trusted most
When I couldn't even let others in
And you were my best friend

I listen to our song sometimes
And I start to feel the pain
Of not knowing how you've been
Of not having you around

There's still times I want to run to you
And tell you about my day
But then I remember once again
That you are no longer there

And I wish you could know I'm sorry
For everything we went through
For all the pain I put on you
For the way it all ended

I'm a long lost memory to you
But to me you're more than a memory
Sometimes I wish I could forget you
But if I never knew you I wouldn't be the same.